It's time for a b-fest yall, or a venting session, whichever you prefer to call it. 'Cause if I don't vent, I'm going to freakin' explode!! I have reached THAT point with all of this crap going on! It's like a brick wall and I have just run, face first, right smack into it!!
Oh I can't take it anymore...I am just so sick of having to be frugal with our limited budget. More than that, I am sick of having a
freakin' limited budget!!! I can't stand it anymore.... I'm about to pull my hair out!! I know it's getting better with my Scentsy business and all, but I am 'fed the heck up' with not having the means to be able to afford getting a new... off the lot... not more than a year old... Car! I am sick & tired of having to drive these old, used cars, that we have to nurse along, just to keep them going. My husband is out in the garage, right this very minute, working on the darn thing. For the 2nd time in the last 2 weeks!
I know, I know what some of you are thinking, you spend more on repairs and such, but it's not true. A repair is every now & then and a car payment is at least $200 plus every month. But it's the Stress & the all of a sudden disappearance of funds, that you don't have, that come along with the used car breaking down, that just doesn't seem to be worth it to me. ya know? Especially when it is THE ONLY vehicle you have. UGH!! I am sooo over this!
And to add to the irritation of this day...the car is now fixed- yeah!, which means I can now run the errands I need to run,
HOWEVER.... now DH (dear hubby) won't allow me to drive to the city to run my errands, because we'll be in the city tomorrow for church... and that would mean two trips, which is extra gas... and DH doesn't want to spend the extra gas to run my errands, even though the places
Won't Freakin' be Open tomorrow!!! ALL because we don't have the $$ to spend on the extra gas to get my freakin' errands run!!

SEE WHAT I MEAN???? I don't know how much more of this I can take. I literally think my brain is going to explode & start oozing out my ears ~or~ I'm gonna lose my ever-lovin-mind all together, one! I need to de-stress somehow... to calm down... think thru this and breathe. Any ideas on how to do that?